bummer....

I'll keep this one short, but this has been bugging me. Plus this is kind of a confessional. For some reason, i feel that that last sentence has perked your interest. :)

Basically, a friend of mine asked more for some food and i said no. Doesn't sound like a big deal, but it kind of is. I would never refuse food to anyone, but because it was this individual who has refused food to me soooo many times, and never even offered, i said no. Its like when does one draw the line from what one believes and from being taken advantage of? I don't know. What even bumms me out even more, is that if it was anyone else...I would have not only hesitated, but given them half.

What does that say about me? When does one draw the line? Is it right to reciprocate behavior that one has received but not believe in? I don't know. I feel like i should apologzie, or cook to appease my guilt...but then...I realize i just treated him how he treats others or at least family? Anyone else I would have done otherwise. I would have insisted on otherwise.

But i guess it does bring on the greater question, "how does one treat an individual who he himself wouldn't give?" Maybe its a greater question maybe its not, but i do know that salmon should did taste great :)