Melancholy

i'm tired today. Came back from raju's which was fun. Interesting when old friends get together, we all revert back to what we once were....and in this case.....i didn't know we could revert back : ) AGAIN, not too fun when one is sober.

I wonder if it is a perspective thing though. Maybe i feel like i'm not having too fun, but that is in relation to the drunk - who are having tons of fun. So to me, it may seem like i'm not having too much fun...when i in fact...i am...but in relation to the drunk...i'm not : ) In fact, i haven't had too much since going sober since JULY 4th :(

RD : )