And the wagon goes on....
SO, its 3:30am and i'm completely sober. In fact...i've been completely sober for officially...two whole weeks. Woo hoo you say....? Forget that.
I went out to hard drive...sober. Kind of sucked. All i know is that i would have had alot more fun if i was not sober. It was cool of maz and nithya to give me props...but it can only go so long. I also tried the natural high thing....DID NOT WORK.
But before that went to summer dance and that was a blast. :)
BUT, i digress.
SO, went to brad/bill's bday dinner tonight, and then to martin's. SOBER once again. Then went out from martin's...and again...sober. Not fun. I felt like dead weight. Its kind of shocking to see how logical i am when out...but then again...drunks have a wonderful way of making everyone seem like a genius. Go figure.
SO now, here i am. I saw such good friends today...but did not quite enjoy it. I just couldn't relate to people who are drinking. A buzz kill without the buzz. I definitely will have to find some new hobbies.
In other news, a friend laid out on the table what he felt to a girl he liked. She did the same. End result...? She hasn't spoken to him since. Consequence? He's just going to be a player. Not hard to be a player when you don't care. And thats kind of sad. I mean he's a real good guy, but man....i know him and its taken him a long time to get away from his player ways...and now this. Sucks.
As for me....i'm kind of tired of the whole game too. Its kind of ironic, in order to meet women and stuff at the bars guys just really can't care. You kind of have to stop looking at people, as people. You have to look at it as a game. GOSH, i really wish i didn't see the whole scene sober. Quite traumatic. Oh well. I'm tired. And the enlightening moment of the night.....
"So, i call my car morpheus, cuz when i was a sophmore morpheus asked neo if he believed in fate...? And i use to believe in it, but neo said no he didn't and that was when i realized i had to take control of my life. When i get my new car, i'm going to name it neo. Damn, my beer's empty!" Thats when he proceeded back to the keg :)
My friend is right, as well as being quite drunk at the time. I really have to start taking control of my life.
ARGH! TWO WEEKS OF SOBERNESS! And i'm not proud about it, go figure.
I went out to hard drive...sober. Kind of sucked. All i know is that i would have had alot more fun if i was not sober. It was cool of maz and nithya to give me props...but it can only go so long. I also tried the natural high thing....DID NOT WORK.
But before that went to summer dance and that was a blast. :)
BUT, i digress.
SO, went to brad/bill's bday dinner tonight, and then to martin's. SOBER once again. Then went out from martin's...and again...sober. Not fun. I felt like dead weight. Its kind of shocking to see how logical i am when out...but then again...drunks have a wonderful way of making everyone seem like a genius. Go figure.
SO now, here i am. I saw such good friends today...but did not quite enjoy it. I just couldn't relate to people who are drinking. A buzz kill without the buzz. I definitely will have to find some new hobbies.
In other news, a friend laid out on the table what he felt to a girl he liked. She did the same. End result...? She hasn't spoken to him since. Consequence? He's just going to be a player. Not hard to be a player when you don't care. And thats kind of sad. I mean he's a real good guy, but man....i know him and its taken him a long time to get away from his player ways...and now this. Sucks.
As for me....i'm kind of tired of the whole game too. Its kind of ironic, in order to meet women and stuff at the bars guys just really can't care. You kind of have to stop looking at people, as people. You have to look at it as a game. GOSH, i really wish i didn't see the whole scene sober. Quite traumatic. Oh well. I'm tired. And the enlightening moment of the night.....
"So, i call my car morpheus, cuz when i was a sophmore morpheus asked neo if he believed in fate...? And i use to believe in it, but neo said no he didn't and that was when i realized i had to take control of my life. When i get my new car, i'm going to name it neo. Damn, my beer's empty!" Thats when he proceeded back to the keg :)
My friend is right, as well as being quite drunk at the time. I really have to start taking control of my life.
ARGH! TWO WEEKS OF SOBERNESS! And i'm not proud about it, go figure.
posted by Maximusdodo-ness at 3:29 AM
1 Comments:
what are you whining about? i have been sober just as long as you have... wait, not i haven't. never mind.
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